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by left coaster » July 10th, 2016, 12:50 pm
Eventually I just stopped using my HR monitor. My heart continues to beat, slow at rest, fast when doing stuff, in the middle when doing stuff with moderate effort....
I found myself getting really fixated on my HR during rows and came to conclude that it was slowing me down. I also went down a strange rabbit hole of anxiety about perhaps being a low-max HR person, or perhaps I had a thyroid condition, or? all because my heart rate wouldn't scream up into the 180's like I see others do. In the end I decided that I was so fixated on my HR during rows that it was acting like a damper for my effort level -- I'd start to creep past 145 and begin the internal self talk. It would go something like "I wonder if I'm a low-max person, is my HR going to high? If I have a thyroid condition is spiking my HR beyond this risky? What if my heart is just royally f'd - will have a heart attack if I break 160" bla bla bla... just silly -- and definitely a distraction that was counter productive.
The final straw was when my HR strap began to malfunction. Of course it malfunctioned in a way that compounded my HR anxieties i.e. it started just reading double what my HR actually was. This got me thinking that perhaps my two heart chambers beating too far apart, more bla bla bla illogical nonsense that happens in the middle of hard endurance exercise.
Set that thing on a shelf a few months ago and haven't touched it since.

I've been told I have a tendency to over think things -- this situation provided me with some hard evidence of others observations

100m: 15.5, 1Min: 353, 500m: 1:29, 5K: 19:41.2, 10K: 40:46
"The difficult is what takes a little time; the impossible is what takes a little longer"
6'1", 235, 49yrs, male
Started rowing September 2015