Emotion, Cognition, Faith & Erg Scores
Posted: March 29th, 2006, 3:53 pm
At the CRASH-B's I was chided by some friends for remaining silent on a certain controversial topic after the door had been opened. And I have to admit to feeling guilty for not being supportive of the position that most closely resembles my own. While procrastinating and trying to put forth an opinion without becoming public enemy #2 I came across this during some reading on an unrelated subject:
"As I've said, cognition interprets and understands the world around
you, while emotions allow you to make quick decisions about it.
Usually, you react emotionally to a situation before you assess itcognitively, since survival is more important than understanding."
--from EMOTIONAL DESIGN:
Why We Love (or Hate) Everyday Things
by Donald A. Norman (nonfiction)
It spurred me into motion, thinking that maybe that statement helps me to make some sense of what is happening, or at least can start to explain why I think differently about the situation than some of my friends do.
I first met Dwayne Adams somewhere over the Atlantic while on the way to the 2002 BIRC. I sat with him and his fiancee on the trip over, at several dinners in Birmingham, and then on the long flight back. The guy is tall, handsome, strong, and personable. Emotionally, what's not to like? Being with him and the now Mrs. Adams brings to mind the Keith Urban song "Who wouldn't want to be me."
A.) The first Huh? came at those dinner tables. He seemed somewhat clueless about simple things like drag factor and raved about how much he was learning. I suppose that doesn't seem all that unusual, since we all started that way. But he was a guy with a 6:01.5 who got the free trip based an assumption that he was one of the most likely of all the ergers in America to win a gold medal in his division. One of the reasons often given for belief in his scores is that he was twice observed by qualified people in his USIRT trials. With all the time at the boathouse and training to reach 6:01.5 and observations by USIRT people he learned next to nothing compared to what he learned in a couple of minutes at the dinner table? Possible, I suppose, but unlikely, I believe.
B.) BIRC. Something just didn't seem right. It was just a subjective feeling, but it didn't LOOK like a 6:01 guy on the erg (guys like Nik Fleming, Tony Larkman & Chris Rushton did) and the big screen was showing 1:37's (6:28 pace) before the back injury. Still, you want to believe. Maybe just a diamond in the rough. If he's legit we'll be hearing from him in the future.
Less than two months later his profile notes that he broke 6:00. A 5:56.1 on January 8, 2003 that ended up being the only non-race time in the top 18 30-39 Hwts for the year. And he entered a race in California. Great. We will get to see the potential come to fruition. Then,
C.) He races and doesn't even break 7:00, let alone 6:00. Cognition is chipping away at Emotion. The report is that he was sick. Maybe he is extraordinarily unlucky.
Next Fall rolls around and he is again picked for the USIRT. Strange. With so few spots available several of us who have been following the progress are baffled at the choice. None of us are baffled though by
D.) Did not Start at the European Championship. Slipped in the shower just before. Shucks! Not only extraordinarily unlucky but mega-extraordinarily unlucky. Cognition overwhelms Emotion. Maybe it's the worst case of stage fright in sports history. That's about the most optimistic explanation that some of us can muster and still hope that this great guy is what he claims to be.
Last Saturday Chippy and Taffy Adams wrote on the Taff Attack thread about Dwayne's reported times compared to people who do not hide but put it on the line. I noticed the same thing two years ago when Grahm Benton won at Boston with a fine 5:51.4 and within days Dwayne came on the forum and posted
E.) that he cried when he saw Graham's time because he KNEW he would have won instead. The gall. A guy with a 100% failure rate in public appearances raining on the parade of a worthy champion. I've never seen a more blatant cry for attention. When I didn't support him he played the loyalty card to try to make me feel guilty, complaining that I wasn't supporting a fellow American. By now his privately rowed PB was down to 5:49.1, ahead of James Cracknell and just slightly behind Matthew Pinsent as 2nd for the year in the 30-39 Hwt rankings. He apparently figured that was sufficient to claim superiority over Benton and question his worthiness as champion. I seemed to be pretty much alone in my view though. I acknowledge that some of my friends who remember that episode don’t see it as I do. But I don’t know how anyone who has looked at the faces of their fellow competitors at CRASH-B’s can see it any other way. I wish Chippy and Taffy had been around then and maybe things could have been nipped there.
But momentum grew. He joined Taff Attack and had the ego fed on a daily basis. He found a place where no one questioned what he reported no matter how spectacular or unproven. Need meters for the honor board, no problem. At the end of the year when someone else was at the top, like magic
F.) some "previously done but unrecorded meters" were found at the last minute to sweep him into first place in quantity as well as quality. Even John Rupp, who did give Dwayne the support that he was looking for in comparing himself favorably to Graham Benton, got his feathers ruffled and his faith shaken by that. No challenge could go by without Dwayne at the top. Even the kids 4 minute ranking had to have Dwayne at the top.
The thread on Annual Meters-Distance that Chad started isn’t the first comment on the training volume. Xeno made a reference to it a while back, noting that it is considerably more than Xeno himself did at the height of his rowing career as the Olympic Gold medalist. Again, some of my friends interpreted it differently from me. They saw it as a lighthearted compliment of Dwayne’s massive commitment to age-group erging. I read it as skepticism. Only Xeno knows for sure what he meant. On the one hand we have
G.) The Olympic Gold medalist at the top of his athletic career, presumably training about as hard and as long as is believed possible without breaking down. On the other hand we have a 40+ age-group erger training at a higher volume, doing serious weight training, holding down a full-time job, having family duties to a wife and child, being one of the most prolific posters on the forum, maintaining email correspondence and support to his fellow ergers, and doing times that are faster than what Olympic champions have done. Day after day, year round, year after year. Possible?, maybe. Likely?, I seriously doubt it.
This past summer when he was part of the C2 Development Squad he was sent a PM3 for the express purpose of validating the times of the pieces that the team members were supposed to do. All the team members did so except for one
H.) Dwayne and only Dwayne refused to use his, saying that he donated it to his gym, thereby sidestepping any attempt by C2 to verify what he did. No one knew at that time that the PM3 could be fooled. He wasn’t singled out as a potential cheat. It wasn’t an issue of his honor being questioned. All team members were sent the PM3 for verification. But he chose to keep his scores unverified, and that seems suspicious to some of us.
The point has been made that it is probably a serious imposition on his time and finances to go to erging competitions. Maybe. But as one of the UK forum posters noted,
I.)Last summer he traveled from the southern part of the United States to Edmonton in Canada for the water rowing Masters races. At that sport he is at best mediocre. His boats were not close to winning and his times were beaten by boats with older lightweights in them whose 2kms on the erg are barely within a minute of Dwayne’s reported times (although faster than his actual race times). Yet he took the time, did the traveling, and spent the money. It doesn’t make sense to me that the supposedly fastest erger in the world would do that yet remain uninterested in competing at his specialty. Another thing that is possible, but something that is so unlike anything I’ve ever seen in sports that it strains credulity.
Attorneys for the defense would certainly take each point one by one and show it to be possible. For me, that would be taking it out of context, the context being points A,B,C,D,E,F,G,H, & I all occurring over a period of some four years of near-flawless spectacular reported scores juxtaposed by 100% failure at competitions. For me, and several others, that is too far-fetched.
Again, some of my friends have faith in all posted times in general and Dwayne’s times in particular, and I still love them like brothers and sisters. They probably in turn think of me as overly cynical, and they may be right. I hope that they can see that I came to my opinion only after a lot of thought and after a lifetime of seeing scams and hearing tall tales.
Now at this point some of the people who acknowledge this point of view usually respond with comments like, “So what? What difference does it make to you? He’s not in your division.” “What would someone have to gain from posting bogus times?” “No money changes hands, so who cares?” Or some other such squelch.
My own feeling is that honesty matters. I don’t accept that honesty might only matter in important things but not in such minor things as indoor rowing. Without an assumption of honesty the rankings would be meaningless. How many of us would be interested in the rankings if it were stated on each page that “At least 50% of the scores on this page are actual efforts, the rest are estimates of what people think they can do and a few are fraudulent. We hope that you enjoy adding your own times and being a part of it. These rankings are for your benefit.” It has been said more than once about Chad that “All that is necessary for evil to prevail is for honest people to do nothing.” I agree with the quote, but not as applied to Chad. To see suspect scores in the rankings and say nothing is to invite more suspect scores in the future. In addition to Dwayne, there are already at least two 50+ lightweights with suspect scores, at least one 40+ lightweight with suspect scores, and a last season a teen with what another younger person felt was at least an outrageously fast score. I wouldn’t be surprised if others see suspicious entries in their own divisions that the rest of us just don’t notice because we don’t look there. Left unchecked, how long would it take to have the rankings deteriorate into an unreliable listing? Would 5% bogus times be acceptable? 10%? 20%? Would it only be a problem if someone was a whistleblower? That is, if the rankings end up spoiled will the bad guys be the ones who posted times that they didn’t do or the ones who questioned those times? The current sentiment seems to be in favor of unquestioned acceptance. And that baffles me to no end.
People have actually written that they don’t care whether his times are real or not. I’ve got to admit that people really think that way because I’ve the words with my own eyes. But never before in sports have I seen participants flat out state that they don’t care if other participants cheat. I can’t explain that, let alone explain why someone would bother posting bogus times. My best guess, since the question repeatedly comes up, is that some people like the attention that they get. Unfortunately it leaves us with many age group records that may never be beaten by someone who really gets onto a machine and does it for real, and that’s not fair to legitimate rowers of today or the others yet to come.
As for money changing hands, I don’t understand how that matters. This forum has been hacked several times, twice destroying it completely and several other times taking it down temporarily. No money changed hands then either. Does that mean it didn’t matter? Why did someone do it? I don’t know! But we know it happened. If whoever it was successfully destroys the forum forever will we all be worse off for it, even though no money changed hands? I think so.
What astounds me the most though is the tidal wave of outrage expressed when C2 announced the first efforts at making at least the top times more valid. While the IND_V isn’t foolproof (it doesn’t deal with lwt for instance, or a faster rower doing a piece for a slower rower) it did at least assure that a piece was actually rowed instead of just typed in on a keyboard, and that cheaters needed to enlist the help of another dishonest person. It seemed like a reasonable first step to me, yet it was met with almost universal disdain. As with some other things here it is most strange for me to see people lobbying for the rejection of a validation even the top few times. It seems like sending out a bulk email stating “Cheaters welcome here.” I know that nobody is really saying that, but I can see how it could be taken that way by people seeking accolades without effort.
Many of these posts end with a comment about how the poster hopes that someday Dwayne will race (when and if he feels like it). I don’t share that view any longer. I lost interest when he dissed Graham Benton’s Boston win. If he wants to be the greatest erger to never win a race so be it.
Like Fox Mulder on the X-Files I used to be of the frame of mind that “I Want To Believe.” But I now believe that I stand a better chance of seeing the inside of an alien spacecraft than seeing Dwayne row a sub-6:00 2km.
Rick Bayko,
Slower than Dennis Hastings, John Harvey, Roger Prowse, Rod Stewart, Alain Mangin, Henry Baker, and David Aldridge at venue racing.
Faster than Dwayne Adams at venue racing.
(Edited for spacing)
"As I've said, cognition interprets and understands the world around
you, while emotions allow you to make quick decisions about it.
Usually, you react emotionally to a situation before you assess itcognitively, since survival is more important than understanding."
--from EMOTIONAL DESIGN:
Why We Love (or Hate) Everyday Things
by Donald A. Norman (nonfiction)
It spurred me into motion, thinking that maybe that statement helps me to make some sense of what is happening, or at least can start to explain why I think differently about the situation than some of my friends do.
I first met Dwayne Adams somewhere over the Atlantic while on the way to the 2002 BIRC. I sat with him and his fiancee on the trip over, at several dinners in Birmingham, and then on the long flight back. The guy is tall, handsome, strong, and personable. Emotionally, what's not to like? Being with him and the now Mrs. Adams brings to mind the Keith Urban song "Who wouldn't want to be me."
A.) The first Huh? came at those dinner tables. He seemed somewhat clueless about simple things like drag factor and raved about how much he was learning. I suppose that doesn't seem all that unusual, since we all started that way. But he was a guy with a 6:01.5 who got the free trip based an assumption that he was one of the most likely of all the ergers in America to win a gold medal in his division. One of the reasons often given for belief in his scores is that he was twice observed by qualified people in his USIRT trials. With all the time at the boathouse and training to reach 6:01.5 and observations by USIRT people he learned next to nothing compared to what he learned in a couple of minutes at the dinner table? Possible, I suppose, but unlikely, I believe.
B.) BIRC. Something just didn't seem right. It was just a subjective feeling, but it didn't LOOK like a 6:01 guy on the erg (guys like Nik Fleming, Tony Larkman & Chris Rushton did) and the big screen was showing 1:37's (6:28 pace) before the back injury. Still, you want to believe. Maybe just a diamond in the rough. If he's legit we'll be hearing from him in the future.
Less than two months later his profile notes that he broke 6:00. A 5:56.1 on January 8, 2003 that ended up being the only non-race time in the top 18 30-39 Hwts for the year. And he entered a race in California. Great. We will get to see the potential come to fruition. Then,
C.) He races and doesn't even break 7:00, let alone 6:00. Cognition is chipping away at Emotion. The report is that he was sick. Maybe he is extraordinarily unlucky.
Next Fall rolls around and he is again picked for the USIRT. Strange. With so few spots available several of us who have been following the progress are baffled at the choice. None of us are baffled though by
D.) Did not Start at the European Championship. Slipped in the shower just before. Shucks! Not only extraordinarily unlucky but mega-extraordinarily unlucky. Cognition overwhelms Emotion. Maybe it's the worst case of stage fright in sports history. That's about the most optimistic explanation that some of us can muster and still hope that this great guy is what he claims to be.
Last Saturday Chippy and Taffy Adams wrote on the Taff Attack thread about Dwayne's reported times compared to people who do not hide but put it on the line. I noticed the same thing two years ago when Grahm Benton won at Boston with a fine 5:51.4 and within days Dwayne came on the forum and posted
E.) that he cried when he saw Graham's time because he KNEW he would have won instead. The gall. A guy with a 100% failure rate in public appearances raining on the parade of a worthy champion. I've never seen a more blatant cry for attention. When I didn't support him he played the loyalty card to try to make me feel guilty, complaining that I wasn't supporting a fellow American. By now his privately rowed PB was down to 5:49.1, ahead of James Cracknell and just slightly behind Matthew Pinsent as 2nd for the year in the 30-39 Hwt rankings. He apparently figured that was sufficient to claim superiority over Benton and question his worthiness as champion. I seemed to be pretty much alone in my view though. I acknowledge that some of my friends who remember that episode don’t see it as I do. But I don’t know how anyone who has looked at the faces of their fellow competitors at CRASH-B’s can see it any other way. I wish Chippy and Taffy had been around then and maybe things could have been nipped there.
But momentum grew. He joined Taff Attack and had the ego fed on a daily basis. He found a place where no one questioned what he reported no matter how spectacular or unproven. Need meters for the honor board, no problem. At the end of the year when someone else was at the top, like magic
F.) some "previously done but unrecorded meters" were found at the last minute to sweep him into first place in quantity as well as quality. Even John Rupp, who did give Dwayne the support that he was looking for in comparing himself favorably to Graham Benton, got his feathers ruffled and his faith shaken by that. No challenge could go by without Dwayne at the top. Even the kids 4 minute ranking had to have Dwayne at the top.
The thread on Annual Meters-Distance that Chad started isn’t the first comment on the training volume. Xeno made a reference to it a while back, noting that it is considerably more than Xeno himself did at the height of his rowing career as the Olympic Gold medalist. Again, some of my friends interpreted it differently from me. They saw it as a lighthearted compliment of Dwayne’s massive commitment to age-group erging. I read it as skepticism. Only Xeno knows for sure what he meant. On the one hand we have
G.) The Olympic Gold medalist at the top of his athletic career, presumably training about as hard and as long as is believed possible without breaking down. On the other hand we have a 40+ age-group erger training at a higher volume, doing serious weight training, holding down a full-time job, having family duties to a wife and child, being one of the most prolific posters on the forum, maintaining email correspondence and support to his fellow ergers, and doing times that are faster than what Olympic champions have done. Day after day, year round, year after year. Possible?, maybe. Likely?, I seriously doubt it.
This past summer when he was part of the C2 Development Squad he was sent a PM3 for the express purpose of validating the times of the pieces that the team members were supposed to do. All the team members did so except for one
H.) Dwayne and only Dwayne refused to use his, saying that he donated it to his gym, thereby sidestepping any attempt by C2 to verify what he did. No one knew at that time that the PM3 could be fooled. He wasn’t singled out as a potential cheat. It wasn’t an issue of his honor being questioned. All team members were sent the PM3 for verification. But he chose to keep his scores unverified, and that seems suspicious to some of us.
The point has been made that it is probably a serious imposition on his time and finances to go to erging competitions. Maybe. But as one of the UK forum posters noted,
I.)Last summer he traveled from the southern part of the United States to Edmonton in Canada for the water rowing Masters races. At that sport he is at best mediocre. His boats were not close to winning and his times were beaten by boats with older lightweights in them whose 2kms on the erg are barely within a minute of Dwayne’s reported times (although faster than his actual race times). Yet he took the time, did the traveling, and spent the money. It doesn’t make sense to me that the supposedly fastest erger in the world would do that yet remain uninterested in competing at his specialty. Another thing that is possible, but something that is so unlike anything I’ve ever seen in sports that it strains credulity.
Attorneys for the defense would certainly take each point one by one and show it to be possible. For me, that would be taking it out of context, the context being points A,B,C,D,E,F,G,H, & I all occurring over a period of some four years of near-flawless spectacular reported scores juxtaposed by 100% failure at competitions. For me, and several others, that is too far-fetched.
Again, some of my friends have faith in all posted times in general and Dwayne’s times in particular, and I still love them like brothers and sisters. They probably in turn think of me as overly cynical, and they may be right. I hope that they can see that I came to my opinion only after a lot of thought and after a lifetime of seeing scams and hearing tall tales.
Now at this point some of the people who acknowledge this point of view usually respond with comments like, “So what? What difference does it make to you? He’s not in your division.” “What would someone have to gain from posting bogus times?” “No money changes hands, so who cares?” Or some other such squelch.
My own feeling is that honesty matters. I don’t accept that honesty might only matter in important things but not in such minor things as indoor rowing. Without an assumption of honesty the rankings would be meaningless. How many of us would be interested in the rankings if it were stated on each page that “At least 50% of the scores on this page are actual efforts, the rest are estimates of what people think they can do and a few are fraudulent. We hope that you enjoy adding your own times and being a part of it. These rankings are for your benefit.” It has been said more than once about Chad that “All that is necessary for evil to prevail is for honest people to do nothing.” I agree with the quote, but not as applied to Chad. To see suspect scores in the rankings and say nothing is to invite more suspect scores in the future. In addition to Dwayne, there are already at least two 50+ lightweights with suspect scores, at least one 40+ lightweight with suspect scores, and a last season a teen with what another younger person felt was at least an outrageously fast score. I wouldn’t be surprised if others see suspicious entries in their own divisions that the rest of us just don’t notice because we don’t look there. Left unchecked, how long would it take to have the rankings deteriorate into an unreliable listing? Would 5% bogus times be acceptable? 10%? 20%? Would it only be a problem if someone was a whistleblower? That is, if the rankings end up spoiled will the bad guys be the ones who posted times that they didn’t do or the ones who questioned those times? The current sentiment seems to be in favor of unquestioned acceptance. And that baffles me to no end.
People have actually written that they don’t care whether his times are real or not. I’ve got to admit that people really think that way because I’ve the words with my own eyes. But never before in sports have I seen participants flat out state that they don’t care if other participants cheat. I can’t explain that, let alone explain why someone would bother posting bogus times. My best guess, since the question repeatedly comes up, is that some people like the attention that they get. Unfortunately it leaves us with many age group records that may never be beaten by someone who really gets onto a machine and does it for real, and that’s not fair to legitimate rowers of today or the others yet to come.
As for money changing hands, I don’t understand how that matters. This forum has been hacked several times, twice destroying it completely and several other times taking it down temporarily. No money changed hands then either. Does that mean it didn’t matter? Why did someone do it? I don’t know! But we know it happened. If whoever it was successfully destroys the forum forever will we all be worse off for it, even though no money changed hands? I think so.
What astounds me the most though is the tidal wave of outrage expressed when C2 announced the first efforts at making at least the top times more valid. While the IND_V isn’t foolproof (it doesn’t deal with lwt for instance, or a faster rower doing a piece for a slower rower) it did at least assure that a piece was actually rowed instead of just typed in on a keyboard, and that cheaters needed to enlist the help of another dishonest person. It seemed like a reasonable first step to me, yet it was met with almost universal disdain. As with some other things here it is most strange for me to see people lobbying for the rejection of a validation even the top few times. It seems like sending out a bulk email stating “Cheaters welcome here.” I know that nobody is really saying that, but I can see how it could be taken that way by people seeking accolades without effort.
Many of these posts end with a comment about how the poster hopes that someday Dwayne will race (when and if he feels like it). I don’t share that view any longer. I lost interest when he dissed Graham Benton’s Boston win. If he wants to be the greatest erger to never win a race so be it.
Like Fox Mulder on the X-Files I used to be of the frame of mind that “I Want To Believe.” But I now believe that I stand a better chance of seeing the inside of an alien spacecraft than seeing Dwayne row a sub-6:00 2km.
Rick Bayko,
Slower than Dennis Hastings, John Harvey, Roger Prowse, Rod Stewart, Alain Mangin, Henry Baker, and David Aldridge at venue racing.
Faster than Dwayne Adams at venue racing.
(Edited for spacing)